Experience of week 11
Persistance is a big thing for me to learn. The explenation of persistance on the webcast cleard up a lot of things for me. Now I understand what I was really doing in the past (‘hanging around’) and why it did not bring anything. Persistance is a series of continuous actions towards the desired goal and together with determination it is power! There is a conscious choice there, whether I take actions or not and together with discipline it is real power! I have at times experienced this power in myself and I have not managed to keep it. I have read a quote in another blog which says that when we dream something we are usually not ready for them at the time. We need to develop ourselves to be able to ‘handle’ the experience, to be able to live with it. It feels like we need to ‘strech’ ourselves. That’s how I feel, I need to keep working on myself to grow and learn to let my light shine, to ‘grow up’ to the dream that I have dreamed for myself. To be able to serve others I have to be like a fountain: whole, perfect, strong, powerful, loving, harmonious and happy and I have to develop it in myself in a steady way so that nothing can get to it. I haven’t got it yet, but I have started the journey and have felt what’s the fountain like!! Keep focusing on the intention! I persist until I succeed!
“At the time when we recognize our Visions, we are usually not ready for them. We don’t have the ability to handle the big things that we are dreaming. We don’t have the experience or the character for them. God prepares us to receive and work in our visions. “